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{March 27, 2008}   Kirby

Kirby has the rest of the week off, so I got to see her two nights in a row. Maybe even tonight too. My little lesbian affair has made me quite a happy camper. You may wonder how I can love someone from second life. it is quite simple. Have you ever heard of pen pals falling in love? It is like that, only I get a great visual as well as instant feedback.

She just plain does it for me.

I love you!

Kirby’s Pox



{March 25, 2008}   I am sorry

I am sorry all my friends and readers. I had all my evenings off last week and I took advantage of it,so I am behind on blogging.

I have two jobs and took a week off the night job at the request of my Kirby. Even from long distance she could tell how worn I was becoming. Shy had been yelling at me to take some time off too, but I have all these bills to pay off.

My evenings were spent bowling, dancing, reading and making a nuisance of myself to the Bruces. I re-read The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy, the Love Hina and Chobits manga. I spent some non work time with Shy. Kisses!

Now it is back to working my ass off. But not for fun and profit. I am back!

Kirby’s Pox



{March 17, 2008}   Make out

I am enjoying my nights off. Drinking, dancing and no carousing whatsoever. Except for the night I ended up at Shy’s apartment. I was tipsy and had a six pack of porter and needed a lift home. She took me home and we went online and shared my avatar. I soon passed out naked in my warm comfy bed.

From what I understand Shy continued on with SL until she got tired enough to sleep. She took off her clothes and crawled into bed to spoon with me. I was partially aware of this because I remember cuddling back into her as one arm went under my neck hand holding hand and the other sliding over my ribs, hand resting between my breasts.

The dreams I had were very erotic and all involved MY Kirby. I do not mean to dis Shy (LOVE YOU), but this is still where my head is. Shy is my best friend ever and I never want to hurt her. I am just not ready for a rl steady. But when I awoke, after a short time online, I went back to bed and snuggled. We did have a nice wake up make out. Oh my was that nice!

Still I am in love with my Kirby. Shy knows this and has accepted it. She takes what she can get. So do I.

Kirby’s Pox.



{March 13, 2008}   Time out!

I am a couple days off from working so much. Just plain worn out. So, I am going to take a couple more days off of blogging and Second Life. I hope this doesn’t disappoint anybody. The next post will be Saturday or Sunday.

And now for something completely different.

Kirby’s Pox



{March 11, 2008}   Date

I am sorry to have been a couple days behind, true believers. My workload has been fairly heavy and I have tuckered myself right out. I have not done anything wacky this week, so today’s post is a bore. But tomorrow it should be a bit more lively.

Tonight I have a date planned with Kirby. I plan to take her out to a public place. We both should be dressed in pretty slutty fashion. Yay for us! I am very excited to show her off.

Loves!

Kirby’s Pox



{March 9, 2008}   Aaarrrrr!

Avast ye scurrvy dogs! I be piratin’ this blog!

 (Kirby glances over the nurse’s station desk, suddenly horrified as she realizes the three large coffee mugs and two empty 20  oz. Mountain Dew bottles belong to her)

 I blame the above pirate comments on the caffeine. And the start of daylight savings time. And the pseudoblizzard raging outside.

 And Barry Manilow. Everything bad can be blamed on him.

 To answer your unasked question (Good God! Why is she posting !?!), I’ve hijacked the blog because…..

 I wanted to thank all of you.

 Once in awhile someone mentions that our beloved Pox is in a happier mood, is smiling more, ect. and unfairly says I have something to do with it. Frankly, I think they’re crazy.

 Through this blog and the things Pox tells me, I know she has an amazing circle of friends — people who support her, care for her and treasure her. I know she thinks the world of all of you, as do I.  All of you have done so much for her; she’d be in a much darker place without you.

 (Pours herself a final cup of coffee for the drive home)

This is what happens at the end of a 14-hour shift: I get all bleary-eyed and weepy. If the above post seemed kind of odd, just pretend you didn’t read it. I just wanted you all to know how much you mean to Pox, and that I’m grateful you’re here for her.

 We now return you to your regular author.



{March 7, 2008}  

I was hanking with Aragorn this morning. We met a nice little Neko-chan. I thought he should bring her home as a pet, but she is also an alley cat. Hard to train.

This brought up the subject of furries in SL. What makes people want to be a furry? I can understand a human kitty, but a full fledged cartoon kangaroo hopping around an orgy room? I guess I don’t get it. I think I may put on some ears and a tail to see what it is like. Reactions and so-forth can be fun alone. Should I go for the kitty look? Raccoon? Fox?

What should I try, friends?

What would you like to see, MY Kirby?

Kirby’s Pox

PS: Get well my sicky sweety! KISSES!



{March 5, 2008}   Healing

WOOHOO! It’s hump day! MMMMM… hump day….Sorry. Getting mind out of gutter.

This morning I was chatting with Wind. We spoke about trusting others enough to give our full amount of love. I know most everyone has been broken hearted to one extent or another. Some have suffered to the extent of not being able to heal.

When you refuse to heal from your wounds, hate fills them. Or even worse; apathy. It is one thing to hate. That will keep you alive. When you don’t care if you live or die, well that is a hideous thing. You cannot live for long that way. This is the root of the Emo movement. And I don’t mean Emo Phillips.

Kirby has given me a good start at healing and trusting. I am trying to learn from this experience so that I can help others and myself. If you are broken, get a good friend. Cry and hurt and heal. If your friend is real, he will not complain. He will love you and help you heal.

Kirby’s Pox



{March 4, 2008}   Too much coffee

Today has been very active. I drank way too much coffee, so I am spun! Look out world! Here comes a crazy hyper girl.

My clothes today are different from usual. I look like I should be in an old black and white crime drama. I feel fantastic. Maybe short hours on sleep are making me cooky, but I am having a fun day.

I got to spend the latter part of the night with my Kirby, which explains much of my mood and coffee need. I am such a lucky ducky. Quack!

Tonight i think I will stir up more trouble on SL!

Wish me luck and see you when I rez.

Kirby’s Pox



{March 4, 2008}  

Today has been extra busy.Work from early till late, the gym, grocery shopping, then home. Perhaps I will take a little coma tonight. Today i got to tease a group of adolescent boys. Goofy kids trying to get a peek at my ass and boobs without me seeing. Of course I kicked up the wiggle in my walk. Bent a little lower bringing them coffee. Smiled a a bit more out of one side of my mouth for a sexy smirk. Four teens spending their parents money to see a little peep show. They tried to converse with me. talking about Plain White Tees and other nonsensical bands that are out right now. I spoke of Perry Como, Neil Diamond and It’s A Beautiful Day. I think I fried their brains.

What is a girl to do for fun when working so hard? Screw with kids!

Who’s next?

Kirby’s Pox



et cetera