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{January 8, 2008}   Mace is a sweetie

Now I may have felt initially jilted, but I am always one to quickly pick myself up by the bootstraps. I just like to keep promises. I expect the same in others. If we don’t, then they have no reason to keep promises. Feeling all butt-hurt over it is very temporary. Like feeling bad at the death of “Old Yeller.” No tears, just a bit miffed.

Mace, thanks for the cheer up. You totally rock!And yes, you can search for me in sl.

If you are wondering, yes I am single. Yes I am a cyber perv! Likes the sex! Virtual and real.

But the one thing stands clear. Second Life is powerful. Very powerful. It engages your attention and draws you in until it truly does become a second life. The impetus of sl is almost overpowering. I cannot wait to go online tonight. Much like real life; hurt, anger, joy, laughter… all our emotions are used and felt in sl.

See some of you tonight!

Pox



{January 8, 2008}   WAHAPPEN!

The other day, I was in sl with Sappho and we were chatting about sex when she started to sound jealous of all things. I asked her if she wanted exclusivity. She seemed to think as it would be a good idea. Someone to confide in and know that is only going to be there for her.

A monogamous sl relationship? Worth a try.

Here is where sl enters fl.

This morning I went online and saw that she was offline. So i start wandering as i am prone to do. Just to be a bit of a tease; nothing more. When I find Sappho online with another person. Stating to be her slave in her profile. This was not there before. And yes, you can hide your online status from others.

Surprise! Guess she got bored of me. It was like being hurt by a man. This sl fantasy actually hurt my heart.

I was supportive and friendly and very naughty for her. The way she liked it, anyway. What is a girl to do? I feel very much the idiot for getting into this and then taking an online thing to heart. Comments and advice are appreciated.



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