I keep my second life and first life friends completely separate. By the way, all names have been changed to protect the guilty. I have had a few lovers in sl (Second Life.) The one that is doing it for me is a girl I shall call Sappho. Her avatar is totally awesome. She is a bit on the submissive side and has a fetish for hermaphrodites. This has intrigued me. In sl you can do many things such as have wings, horns and tails. You can even place functional male genitalia on a female body. Well, her personality is such that I went along with her fantasy. Much fun ensued.

How did this effect my real life? You have heard the phrase “What happens in Las Vegas stays in Las Vegas.” This is not true at all. You could win a million dollars.(positive) You could catch a very nasty VD. (negative) Things follow you. Positive and negative.

The fantasy of sl sex is detailed and consuming. Early morning romps in sl have turned into quivering thighs on the way to work. Now, I have a very active imagination and fantasized about her during my day. Blushing is not something I readily do, but it was constant for the past couple days. Good thing I rarely wear panties, otherwise they would have been soaked. The blushing caught the attention of Betty, a coworker. Asked me if I was feeling well. I said “Fine, just a little flushed.” She left it at that. I need to get to know her better. She is cute, bright and friendly. Perky, even.

The last couple days have been hard to get through. I have been very sensitive down there.

I am addicted to web comics. Some of my favorites are Wapsi Square, Misfile, Sundays at 10 and Scary Go Round. I have quite a large manga collection. It started with Chobits, a great story with a weak ending and has cost me quite a bit of money keeping up with the titles.

At work I tend to be easy going, if a bit hyper. I am a closet shy person. I cover it up by engaging in the lost art of conversation. I am no wordsmith, but I am also no dummy. I read too much as a kid and (apparently) know too much as a young adult. Or so older people tell me. I’ve also seen an inordinant amount of classic TV. I mean stuff going back to the 60’s

Here’s an example: do you know who Crazy Googenheim is? Didn’t think so. He was a great character on the Jackie Gleason Show. Played a drunk. Sang with a gifted voice. *tearing up*

The vagaries of life and history are a pet I play with.

I also play with my figure. As I said, i’m a hottie. I’m not bragging, it’s just an observation. The way boys look at me and try to pick up on me. A couple have succeeded. So have a couple girls. I did mention I’m Bi.

By playing with my figure, I mean teasing the guys by simply finding fun and interesting ways to dress. Corset and miniskirt. Sans pantaloons. (pay attention!) I work very hard as to not have any compromising Britney Spears escapades occur. I am not opposed to a little fan service, though. It makes me feel saucy!

How can I afford the clothes? My budget will not allow it. But girls, you cannot believe what fashion finds can be created with a pair of shears, a sewing machine and a trip to the Starvation Army.Small budget? Learn to sew and rebuild old clothes. It is a garentee that nobody else will be wearing the same thing at the dance club.

What does this have to do with Second Life? Soon, my sweet, soon